He left but i can still feel his cum inside teasing me and i feel sad

It really hurts to get fucked good then left alone no ass squeeze no biting not feeling him behind me or even have his cock between my ass cheeks to keep it warm and feel like a good slut i can tell my body is crazy craving him i want him so bad i can’t sleep i feel like i’m gonna cry i know he’s a red flag but he knows how treat me he knows how to make my pussy feel so good he knows how to make it hurt like i like it i feel like i mess rn all i think of his dick it hurts so bad. I felt so deep my i was totally gone like in complete slut mode, all i remember saying “i’m your bitch”