Chronic GERD and potential Throat Cancer weighing me down…

I’ve got bad GERD and doctors have said it can lead to throat cancer or other cancer types. It’s been about a year and I keep getting unhealthier. I can’t eat my fav foods anymore, and I always feel like I’m choking on something.

It’s really bringing my life and mood down. At some point I think if I can find a cure or see any improvement, I will consider to unalive my own life.

Anyone else feel like this?