JO for 2 years now plan to apply VA

hello! can i ask or need suggestion po. Short timeline --- After I graduated from college. I apply and work as Government Internship Program ( 4 months ) and after that, luckily naging JO na po ako (ofc minimum wage). I tried to take CSE pero hindi talaga ako makapasa naka ilang take na din ako. Mga kasabay ko na pumasok as JO naging regular na feeling ko na left out and napabayaan na ako and now Im planning to resign and work sa VAs or sa private company since hindi din naman kaya ang daily need ko sa sweldo ko as JO

do you think makaya ko kaya? Do you think mas maganda yung private kesa public? Or makapasok kaya ako sa VAs if yung background ko is galing public govt employee