pressured fresh grad — is this normal?

problem/goal: i graduated last july 30, it’s been 2 weeks but i feel so bad for resting (lalo na ngayong maulan KATAMAD KUMILOS)

context: ever since i graduated, nagsstart na ko maghanap ng work and magsend ng cv online. i am targeting a particular industry (PR) and work set-up (hybrid) but i feel bad about it :( am i being choosy? also, i feel bad for not putting my 100% sa paghahanap. may mangilan-ngilan na nagsasabing normal lang daw and better to rest muna kahit one month. i feel pressured lang tlga lalo na my family is not financially capable. ewan ko but i hope this is some sort of post-grad dilemmas lng. IS IT NORMAL TO FEEL THIS WAY :(

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