Life has become an excuse

To be an engineer or doctor atp,i hate my life so much cuz of this stupid college and the degree,it's a branch I don't like either way but my family insisted

We genuinely don't know how to nurture talent/interest in india

Pcm=software engineer

Pcb=doctor

Anything else is a failure atp,i hate my life so much now and there are 2 years left in this stupid cs degree, geniunely speaking if not for the money no one would ever look at this dumb ahh subject,everyones agenda in my college is to get a job somehow and just exist perhaps,like everything they do is for placements and have no genuine interest towards this dumb subject,feels like I'm the odd one..,am I the only one playing victim card??wbu guys