Should I do acid if i have anxiety

So I’m bored of my life and depressed atm and I wanna trip for the experience and to get some inspiration for my art stuff- but the thing is I have pretty bad social anxiety if I’m not drunk so idk if it’ll be a good time.
I’ve thought abt doing shrooms instead maybe but I’ve heard u get more introspection from them which isn’t rly what I’m after.

So I’m thinking I’d sink a few beers to take the edge off and then do a half tab or even less than that and hang out with some friends who’ve done it before.
The only drug I’ve done is weed but I don’t smoke anymore cus it just makes me anxious now.

I’ve started taking lexapro too idk if that matters.
Is it a good idea or no what do yous think?