I’m just angry that this is a problem I can’t fix

I’m not in any financial state to be able to get ll surgery, not that I would even get it if I could due to risk. Im just pissed off that this is a problem that a) no amount of work on my part will fix and b) the problem is seemingly getting worse with time. You mean to tell me that for the rest of my life, I’m expected to compensate for an innate feature I had no choice in, nor any choice to fix?? Im seen as less of a man because of this? Fuck this hypocritical and childish society. The Bagel guy had every right to crash out, I couldn’t imagine being 5 foot—the treatment he’d have to endure. Fuck this prison planet. There is nothing new under the sun.