I 19F have a certain feeling towards my mom 54F and I don’t know what it is or why I feel this way

As per the title there’s this feeling that I’ve been feeling towards my mom for quite some time now and I don’t know why I feel this way or what exactly it is.

It is almost like a deep rooted rage that I feel towards her. I don’t really like being around her, and whenever she asks me for help with something I feel so annoyed like she’s bothering me.

The one thing I’m sure of is that the feeling I am feeling is not hate. I don’t hate her. I just feel so angry all the time when I’m around her. I just don’t want her to talk to be and whenever she does I get so annoyed and upset.

Can someone please help me identify this feeling and figure out what it might be and the cause of it?

I just don’t want to be around her anymore and I get so happy when she’s not home and the minute she is back I get this heavy feeling in my chest and it makes me cry.

I really want to move out but due to financial reasons I cannot do so at the moment and I can’t exactly avoid her. I don’t know why I’m feeling this way and I feel like such a bad person/daughter because of the way I feel towards her.

What’s is this feeling?