Too scared to lucid dream

so basically I reallt want to lucid dream but I don’t trust my mind basically I feel like even posting this it’s setting an expectation for something bad to happen.

basically I have heard way scary stuff about lucid dreaming (which Ik isnt true) but now it’s in my mind and I feel like if I go into a lucid dream like ”I’m so scared that I’m gonna wake up in my pitch black room and it’s gonna make scary stuff happen“ then it’s setting an expectation idk if any of this makes sense I’m not experienced at all with this it just sounds epic and I wanna do it