Question from partner with porn addiction…

Straight men who has/had a porn addiction, did you ever get to a point of looking at trans porn, and same sex/transgender apps?

So let me start with this, I KNOW my partner is attracted to me. When we have sex it’s amazing and he is very into it. He has also admitted and taken accountability for everything that happened. He’s never tried to justify it or blame it on anyone other than himself.

In December I found out he was cheating and found his porn addiction. He had bought content from women on OF and had talked to a few of them, coming up with these fake stories about his life.. devastating. He was stupid enough to not delete those conversations on OF, so I got to read every single message of him saying all these things that he’s never told me.. God, wtf.. Now on the other apps, I can’t find any evidence of him talking to anyone. Maybe he was stupid enough to not delete the OF stuff, but smart enough (barely) to delete stuff from the other apps ? I don’t know. I know that the apps were at the same time he was also talking extensively to women on OF.

All the while I have a very high sex drive and he pushed me away for the porn instead of having sex with me, basically since we got together at the end of ‘24..

Yeah, he might/probably be having a sexuality crisis about the potential of him being bi.. Though I can’t get him to talk about it. He just shuts down and says “I don’t know” and “no, I’m not” and “no, I’m not in denial” in regards to me asking him about if he’s struggling with his sexuality. I’ve told him I’m not going to judge, and then if that’s so, then we need to talk about how to go about it from there, and honestly, I feel like I at least deserve the respect to talk to me about it after cheating on me like that.. So if he is wondering, then we gotta figure out how to handle it and go from there, because I don’t want to be in a relationship where later on down the line, I’m hit like a train and find out he’s doing something with someone of the same sex, or transgender or whoever, ya know..