Need a real man to turn me into a bottom

Have been a top my entire life and for the entire length of my relationship. I have always felt great shame in my submissive desires. My buddies have always joked and said I give bottom energy and I've always defended myself- but the truth is, they're right.

I deep down, really want a better man to put me in my place.

Would love to just chat with some better men - hit me up!