**• How old are you? Give us a general description of yourself.**

im 16nb, chronically online bc i have nothing else to do, and i live in the middle of no where so i cant walk to fun places (i wanna get out of the house so badly). Im super into fandoms, but ive been less so recently tbh, and i have an interest in linguistics for some reason? i was into typology when i was younger, 12-14 maybe? somewhere in that range? but i sorta took a break and forgot about it, just getting back into it.

**• Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?**

there are things i think i have, and want to get diagnosed for (adhd). but not officially diagnosed, even tho i was proscribed meds for it before. 

**• Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?**

My family are jehovah's witnesses, i dont believe in it any more, but when i did it honestly gave me an existential crisis, it was terrible, it's less terrible now but still bad, it's less bad bc i don't have any guilt anymore for not liking it or it's rules, and not following them, but to protect the privileges i have, i still cant fully be myself 

**• What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?**

nothing bc i'm 16, might get a parttime soon tho bc i want money.

**• What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities?**

i dont really like sports to much bc exercise.... and im not good at it, but i feel like it might be fun if i was good at it, and had better stamina, and didnt hate the sun, and would prefer to be inside with ac, i like hanging out with my friends or people i connect with as an activity? i like playing stimulating video games, usually plot driven, but not always, i also like puzzle games, or social strategy games and some competitive games, idk the exact pattern to it tho.

**• How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?**

id like to consider myself curious, but thinking about it i dont actually know, ok actually yes i am a curious person, bc im very into solving show/game lore. And as for the ideas question... yes, i have ideas for 2 shows i wanna eventually write (one is 100% more fleshed out than the other tho), multiple song ideas i wrote some lyrics for then forgot about it, uhm... there was this project i wanted to do in minecraft? it was sorta big.... forgot about it uhhhhhh. im curious about how people tick ig? i like to look at people and justify their actions, not justify as in morally? but as in figure out the reasons they might do that, im also curious about game/show lore like i said before, coming up with theories, uh, yeah.   
  
**• Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?**

i dont know honestly, sometimes i naturally try and take on a leadership position, bc i know what to do, other times i fade to the background and let others, idrk 

**• Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?**

i dont really know how to define if im coordinated tbh. and yeah i like doing crafts, that's considered working with my hands right? i like messing around with hot glue and stuff. idk what else to say here.

**• Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.**

Yes, i like creative things, not amazing at drawing tho, i feel like id draw more if i was good at it, but im also probably not gonna improve with that mindset, so.... the creative thing i like doing the most is making ocs and characters, fleshing out their stories, struggles, and motivations, i like making worlds, i also like to listen to music a lot and i really wanna try writing a song but i procrastinate so... i like consuming art that's like sorta tragic, or relatable, or stimulating ig. 

**• What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?**

the past is complicated, idrk, the present im just trying to get past another day ig, trying to get just a little closer to the day i dont have to worry about my mother. i dont have anything else to say about it.

**• How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?**

it depends who they are, and what the request is, there are certain people i would help out of the goodness of my heart if i was able to help them, others i would help if it benefited me, and it's not how close they are to me, it's a type of person, some people i trust right away, i like right away, and ill happily help them! or try ig. then there's the people who i worry about, who i think might snitch stuff to people if i break the rules, and who defiantly could ruin my life, and ill help them if i think i'll benefit, like i helped my mom the other day set stuff up so she could sleep in the car (she likes sleeping in the car) so i could get her out of my hair quicker, and know she wouldn't come back till morning, so i could have time to myself without worrying.

**• Do you need logical consistency in your life?**

ig it's important? idrk tbh

**• How important is efficiency and productivity to you?**

if i said it was important id be a hypocrite, i do wanna get more done than i do tho. 

**• Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?**

i marked this one to come back to after i finished the others, but i still dont know how to answer it, so ima just say i dont know?

**• What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?**

I like playing video games.. i like it bc it's somewhat stimulating ig? I'm learning Japanese, bc languages are cool... idk what else to put 

**• What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?**

i like learning things in whatever way is most engaging ig? idrk, i like summaries of topics before i go deeper, bc it's easier to read? idk

**• How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?**

im good at strategizing in social strategy games, i sometimes view my life as a social strategy games, i suck at managing projects.

**• What are your aspirations in life, professionally and personally?**

professionally, i wanna be a voice actor, i wanna write some shows, maybe make a video game possibly, maybe write some music, that's a lot ik but it's all in a similar area ig. personally i wanna become more confidant, be able to go up to people without overthinking so that by the time ive worked up the courage they've already left, i wanna dress in the styles i like more? i sorta just wear what i have bc it's quick and easy most of the time. idk other than that

**• What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?**

i fear not being able to control the information well enough? bc if i mom finds out about a lot of things im done. im scared that somebody will tell her something and im done, bc i break all the rules, idc, and i feel no guilt, but she can not know that, i'd loose everything, ig what im really scared of is loosing what i have?. i get uncomfortable when i don't know how to respond to something ig? I hate people who always get all pissy when you do something your "not supposed to", i also hate that people think blue and cyan are a shade of the same colour, but that's probably irrelevant, i also hate that spell check is underlining "colour" like i spelt it wrong, even tho not everyone is American, and that's literally correct.  

**• What do the "highs" in your life look like?**

when im with people who accept me and i dont have to worry about doing something wrong, and can just exist ig

**• What do the "lows" in your life look like?**

when im alone (or with people but i dont like them), or unable to just exist, my lows are also when i think to much about how im nobody's favorite friend, and dwell on it, and then hate myself for feeling jealous of other people who have what i want

**• How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?**

i daydream a lot yeah, and i make imaginary friends sometimes, but im aware of my surroundings somewhat yeah, not much to say on it

**• Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?**

ill probably create in imaginary friend tbh, play out stories with them while pacing, eventually id get bored of that tho, idk what id do then.. kill myself? like not right away, but if i was in there forever, like that would eventually be a thing, if im being completely honest with myself  
  
**• How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?**

usually, i know what i wanna pick, but im scared im making the wrong choice, so i ask others what they think, even tho their opinions almost never effect my decision, and i end up going with what i wanted to originally, even tho everyone else says something else (ill actually care about their input tho if i dont have something i know i wanna pick), i dont usually change my mind, but sometimes i might? idk 

**• How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?**

i introspect a lot ig? idk how long it takes tho. id say emotions are important, idk what more to say on this.

**• Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?**

if i dont agree with others i wont pretend i do, but sometimes idk what to say so i sorta dont express my disagreement either? but a lot of the time, ill tell people my opinion on it and why i disagree and stuff.

**• Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why?**

if i think a rule is stupid, ill break it, i wont if it goes against my own moral compass, but that's what im going by, not the rules, i do care about the consequences to the rules tho.. so, i wont break them openly. i feel like not questioning authority is stupid, they dont know better than you just bc their in a more powerful position, that's not how it works.

i forget what i said but ima go with it, uh, have fun typing me ig



I WANNA KNOW WHAT LITTLE GUY I AM AHHHHHH!! so i did this lil questionnaire pls type me