Died as virgin

Is there any possibility of having a life without going mad if I can’t have sex at any point in my life? I live in an Islamic country, where sex outside marriage isn’t an option, and marriage is extremely difficult financially. I’ve also had very bad experiences with relationships outside of marriage. No girl has ever accepted me as a boyfriend or romantic partner, so statistically, it feels almost impossible that I’ll ever have a sexual relationship even once in my life