The barrier to even play the game if you want to feels impossible

I wanted to get the pulverizer blueprint before the patch. I had a rare evening where I have free time and decided to try and play star citizen.

Bear in mind, the last session i attempted was 3 weeks ago. I tried hyperion and the intro merc contract. Both bugged and i couldnt progress, logged off accomplishing nothing.

• Log in, wake at an ASD facility
• See no mags in my inventory (? I did not come to ASD without mags)
• Go to PT, buy mags and food, set spawn, load a bike in the back
• Go to grimhex to get tigerclaws
• Get ganked and killed on the way to the com array for no reason
• Respawn, get no prompt to press charges
• Contribute to issue council
• Server hop
• Buy mags, load bike
• Go back to grim hex for more tiger claws
• Go to com array, ride bike to com array
• Disable com array
• Return to bike, find it with its landing gear down (I didnt do this, i have a dial to limit the throttle). Face a 30m/s, 20km ride back to your ship
• Check the clock to see that you've been playing 2 hours, dont have time for missions after another hour of logistics attempt number 3
• Log off

I didnt even get to check if the mission was bugged this time