I'm (F28) home bored and horny. I might as well masturbate.

My husband is not aware that I do this. If he found out, I don't think that he would leave me, but it would break his heart.
I worked late and felt too tired to go out all time when I'm bored and having second thoughts.
I Don't really feel like dealing with other people though.
I guess I'll just masturbate instead.