I’m just on a journey to not be a creep

I don’t want to say I have been struggling with this but more that I have been living comfortably in pain with this addiction for over a decade. And recently I thought about how much of a weirdo I am. If you can think it I have watched it with the exception of like grape and kid stuff. But if you ask if I watched it I probably have and even if I end up 50 (currently 25) jacking my stuff I don’t want to be a creep while doing it. I have been systematically eliminating certain stuff from plate especially the trans stuff since that’s where I get most stimulation now. And it’s been really eye opening as far as how we don’t have to go cold turkey to be on a journey of quitting. Like when I’m watching anything and everything I want it’s like boom 15-20 minute session for the day and now I’m good. But when I tell myself naw I’m not gonna watch trans or all that other stuff when I’m done I still have the same urge which I think is good because I’m not giving my brain all the dopamine it wants to where I just flatline right when I’m done. Obviously the goal is to quit all together but if I can watch pxrn that if one of my homies look in my phone he would just make fun of me for watching pxrn and not be looked at a gay weirdo who watch all kinds of everything I would be cool with that for now. Has anybody else had experience of slowly desexualizing your brain and not just some random story of a 1 year streak after going cold turkey?