Am I upside down? or is the whole world falling?

With all this blood rushing to my head
youre the only reason Im not dead

I turned my whole life upside down
and youre the only thing keeping me grounded now

On my darkest day when I was losing control
you pulled me back before I destroyed my soul

So I stay in the shadows and bury emotions inside holes
because some wounds are mine to bare alone

I wont put all my burdens onto you
even when I dont know what else to do

You saved me once when I couldnt save myself
And that’s why I hang upside down and never call for help 💜