For God

Hearing your thought process as other people, never a better way to have therapy, EMDR never more convenient. Knowing who your oppressors are, what a great way to be confident.

Knowing why men don't go to therapy.

She has schizophrenia leave her alone, is a sneaky apologist because he is making her silent in a race against time so that his abuse isn't found out.

You're going to be so pissed.

Wait for it.

Don't ask don't tell program. If he can hear my thoughts from 40 feet away, and I verify details that would be a dangerous data breach like my transgender friend's name.

So some people hide behind my kid's name.

He knights himself as a wounded healer with a sword for her, a video game character.

I tell him all the details about meeting her somehow because each one seems crucial.

Later he rapes me and loves it, even though he is imagining my daughter and being Steve. I even mention out loud that he is being my ex Jon and his dad Steve who is dead and old and it doesn't stop him. That he came really fast was a relief.

I love that someone earlier asked if I made him nonbinary in order to fuck.

Validation, as someone says shows over, and I say thank God, triumphs with the feeling I couldn't reach.