54 [M4F] #Oxnard - Married in Oxnard Needs More

My first repost, only because the original was deleted because I missed the RTR requirement. Sorry about that

I'm old, I'm married, and I'm not looking for just a hook up or to PAY ANYONE just we're clear.

I've done this before (but it's been a while) and I'm sure I'll do it again, so I know the odds are (n)ever in my favor here and that's ok. I gotta write this anyway. (Yeah I gotta)

I'm an average looking (promise) married man who lives in Oxnard. I can bore you with the details of the marriage later if you like, but obviously, it' not good, I'm not happy. Happy has always been the most fragile ephemera for me but today I have hope i can find it.

Looking for a real connection. If the words sapio/demi don't mean anything to you we won't get along. I want real feelings, real connection. I want to talk, a lot probably, starting on reddit until you're comfortable moving to another platform, if another platform isn't possible in your world then we won't get along. I like to talk, about lots of things, I'm honest and direct. I like sending voice messages too cause i ramble (calls are great too of course but voice messages can be easier to send. I want us to establish a connection that we both enjoy, to meet in person, to see where things go but yes I want something physical with the right person so if you're not interested in that either, no big deal, just we wouldn't work.

Usually my posts go on for a very long time, and I spell a lot of things out, but I have a lot of posts (and a LOT of comments) and i'm not someone who hides them, so if you want to learn more about me, check it out. (There's a reason I'm doing this too).

If you want to yell at me for being married, send your messages, maybe it'll make YOU feel better, it won't have any impact on me, but some times it helps people to vent their own frustrations on other people so go right ahead.

And if you made it this far, congrats, i'm also a pretty good baker, so if we made it that far I'd definiteliy bake something for you if you wanted.