I overreacted but also maybe not

No I don't feel that I'm entitled over you. It's a fair question and I don't think you asked it in a heated way. I just know that I'm looking for a level of honesty and openness that you're neve gonna give me, especially now that I've made you fear me retaliating against you over anything that you think might upset me. I know you talk to other guys. I know you're probably pretty close with other guys. It does annoy me that you deny it just to spare my feelings. I just don't wanna feel like a mega retard loser when one day you can't hide it and you get divorced and run off with some guy. That's where MY mind goes. I've said it before but I don't want to cause you anxiety. So for real this time. Maybe I'll pop up again briefly months from now. But I totally ran this into the ground. That sucks. My B. Take care.