Understood

I understand now you didn’t want to hear from me bc you missed me or loved me… dumb me. You just wanted me to know you no longer cared and probably look stupid for trying to reach out again. Idk anymore.

While I was just happy to know you were around again for a moment… your ‘flooding of the internet’ stories achieved your goal. You hate me, I’m awful, you’re angry and I’m garbage. Roger that.

I could be angry for so many things too but I’m not, never was - hurt maybe but more saddened that I felt like I failed you or you were disgusted by me. Why else would you just up and tell someone you’re leaving as casual as you did and via text.

I’m not sure what stories or events you think actually happened at this point but I was always about you. Idc what you think or believe.

I still stand by my unconditional love for you and if you ever need anything, I’ll be here.

Sorry I was too much, not enough, or however you view me at this point.

Love you