i wanna be forgotten by time

it might be somenting strange to talk about , it may look like some random and strange but instead of following the human dream of imortality post death i rather vanish.

i alread know that almost everyone is going to be forget is a least 2 generation or somes decades after death an most people can think of that as an tragic history an end to their own purpose but i think that that is what freedom is about; in an world where you cant control your own future, your destine neither fully control your relationship with the

world. The true hapiness would be to live in an solitary solitude , being alone is being free to be sincere, truthfull and

Happy.

i have a funeral wish

to be burried as an indingent i think it would be like someday i wake up in my own house, take an coffe , make some bread with pills and work on comissions until the down, i go to couch ,prepare popcorn, candys and an sandwich watch the return of undead and sleep. on the morning i wake up in shock with half of my body paralised - shit ,its an strock

i wont that long before i die , somenting between 30 seconds and 1.30 min its just enough time for me to remember what i had dreamned last night.

after that i guess someone might one day find my corpse , it probably would be an nosing neighbor that smell'd me or an introder trying to still my precious natsuki's figures, isaac's plushs and makitas

so he would call the police or an anbulence an they would pick up my cadaver and bring it to an graveyard, there my deadmeat would be wating around an month until they give up on trying to find my parents (move away were such an great idea) so now im just some shovels aways from the worms that i would dedicate my book. 🐜

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