Getting desperate

On my second year of subbing. Cant pay college debt. Small town. Went to college for editing, writing, filming but theres no filming jobs unless its 3 hours away. Im trying to get teacher certificate but my uncle said it cost him 5k, he failed test and cant retake it. Like that's just fuvking robbery. Honestly im about to start calling places and telling them ill jump off a building if they dont hire me. Im gonns try another teacher certificate website thats not iteach. But im getting desperate. I wish I could find a job in filming, editing, marine biology, or painting as ive had a hobby in those for decades.