Dinner: strawberry infused sencha + spicy tuna roll

Hi guys, I’ll try to make this a short rant. I thought about writing in my journal but I like the feedback and thoughts people give.   
I often feel that I’m too sensitive for this world and it’s exhausting thinking this way. I try not to have some victim mentality or isolate myself on purpose for attention but I fear that people may think that I do that. It’s just if I feel uncomfortable in a situation, I separate myself and then I feel lonely.  
I’ll give a few examples of what I mean. I went out to dinner with a friend a few days ago and it was lovely catching up with her but she kept making these comments about me being so skinny, asking how much I weigh and it just dampened my mood.   
At my heaviest I was maybe 145 and I don’t think that was big at all (not that there’s anything wrong with being thick) but I get a lot of comments about my weight that it makes me feel like fuck did I really look that bad that it warrants THIS amount of comments? She also called me old and I HATE how sensitive I get about that. I guess I’m just not happy about where I am in life and so that comment is a reminder of how I haven’t accomplished every thing I wanted yet so I don’t feel secure about it? Not sure. It just makes me not want to hang out with her or reach out.  
Another example is earlier I had a book club meeting with a group of friends and we usually discuss our books in a discord that was intended for gaming. I don’t play really but I was added to it so I could yap with them. I thought it would be nice to make a separate discord and have our discussions about it there and so I made one and made it cute, spent an hour or two organizing everyone’s book selections and making sure everything was updated. I guess it was necessary to make one, we all discuss on the other discord and a texting group chat but to me it was like a creative outlet? Anyway one friend was really against it, refused to join and was imo rude about it. I also learned that some other friends were against joining it at first and I was so confused as to why it was a big deal at all. All that to say I know none of this stuff is a big deal but I can’t help but to feel so hurt. I left the call right as we started discussing the book and if they think that’s childish then so be it. I just felt bad and wanted to distance myself from that situation.  
Idk what the point of this rant is, I guess just that I’m tired of being a big crybaby.

I’m too emotionally sensitive.