This subreddit makes me miss my boyfriend 🫠.

literally just found this sub today and lord; every post reminds me of him.

I’m a pretty independent, cut throat girl when it comes to men since I have past scars from pretty shitty guys who really only saw me as a pretty accessory or a “try it out” girlfriend. but somehow my boyfriend wriggled his way into my heart (and honestly, I couldn’t be any happier that he did). He’s always been a soft dom (hard dom when I ask for it, which is.. regrettably often), and he’s always treated me like I’m all that matters to him, and never fails to make me feel seen or loved or heard (which hits especially hard when your the one taking care of everyone else). When we started becoming intimate, it was like I didn’t even need to tell him what I was into. He just went with it, lol. Then when I actually opened up to him about the more.. ehm, shall I say, rough, things that I’m into, he didn’t hesitate to be that and do that for me, in the name of making me feel loved and listened too, despite his inexperience and still somehow made me bot feel uncomfortable with intimacy like I expected. So could you believe my shock when after I .. you know, did I came here for.. I literally started crying. Full blown crybaby mode and literally saying “I miss my boyfriend so much”.. I recently moved a state away from him as I’m continuing my education in a different state and literally, it has been the worst month and a half of my life. (I know, your probably like “girl, only a month and a half??” Let me breatheee please I knowww😩😢)

That’s, in part, also because we were literally a package deal. You saw him, you saw me. You saw me, you saw him. Attached at the hip. We made it a point to see each other atleast for two hours a day every day and we followed that religiously despite you know, keeping jobs and such, since we didn’t live together yet. To the point where we have the exact same friends😭. The videos of the men in here openly loving and caring for and cherishing their partners bodies are hitting me hard, especially since he’s the only person I’ve been truly comfortable sexually with. Even saw a guy with the exact same curl pattern as him (you ever realize you notice little things like that when you’re in love? Like how your partners hair parts? The different layers of their hair? Maybe I’m just like, insane, lol.), and boy oh boy did that send me for a loop.

Moral of the story, this subreddit made me miss my other half even more than I already did and I will be returning, lol. People, kiss your partners extra hard when you see em’. You never realize how much you miss someone until they are literally hours away.