Guys I'll let you people be the judge,.stuck in a push pull loop for a so called relationship.

Guys I dated a girl, so the context is simple, I was always looking at the grey area and working towards us and she chose herself ?

At some point I was done with all the nagging and the place where she never lets me complete sentences, and starts fighting me mid sentance, like bro listen to me completely first and then have your reaction, she stops me mid sentance and fights and other things as lack of respect and stuff, see i get it she's been through trauma but this did not justify as a right thing, so I decided and this will not workout, I am done wasting energy and I am drained through,

Now she fights with me telling give me the same attention, but I will not love you, or marry you, (bro why date if you don't want to marry), and she basically wants my attention now just because she wants to be fine and get out of this relationship ?

Now she fights telling me, I was in love with someone else when she kissed me 🤐, and she blames me that I talk two sides.

(I did not bring this point up, because I can't behave as Ill as her and tell bad things, should I ? I have my own quorom)

Like is this advisable should I do so I help her out ? Or am I am idiot doing this ?

I have clearly no idea, and yes please feel free to judge me or put sense to me as well.

Am basically fucked up and stuck in this is what I feel..

Did she do me dirty 🤦