Fatherless Behavior

I (ftm21) love attention. Not just any attention though, I thrive on the attention of older men. Men old enough to be the father I dont have. Men with lives that shouldnt include me hehe, I love to be a dirty little secret ;) I love being their on demand porn. Even more, I love when they want to get to know me and chat and become a father figure. I end up feeling special and desired. I get these fantasies in my head that they see me as something more than just a toy, but they always remind me my place 🤭

I'm so shy irl. I'm still a virgin and have no real experience. I was raised catholic and I'm just finally breaking free of that very purist mindset. So posting online feels like a safe way to explore that desire. I want to be taken care of and doted on but for now I get by with my toys hehe