Since I wanna irritate people some more, I genuinely am concerned about my cousin, and we also makes jokes of him being freaking Jeffrey Dahmer and shit not funny we actually scared/concerned . He doesn’t know what that is and we also don’t say it in front of him because we don’t even want him to have curiosity in that.  

I also hope that’s just a phase. I had parents on here. Tell me that he could be a doctor. I don’t know last time I checked my doctor wasn’t happy when he saw my blood oozing out of my body because I hurt myself. And got fluctuated with the thought that there was blood running through their veins and squeezing their body.

I’m a little bit concerned. He’s also talked about digging up graves prob bc he miss his aunt so he’s getting grieving therapy I don’t. Should I not be concerned I probably shouldn’t be because parents here are probably gonna tell you to get a book on anatomy and now your kid who had a bothersome relationship with bodies blood and gore now knows the anatomy perfectly and will dissect you in your sleep. That’s a little bit of exaggeration.

That being said, it’s been really hard to give him toys because he’s gutting the organs of toys as in the stuffing and replace it with socks which also means he cannot have scissors possibly we will give them some extremely kid scissors, but a little bit iffy about that and then there’s also time where he made threats to kill himself or other people and for the first couple of months he was living with us. He was playing with knives. We didn’t know he was. We didn’t want to think it was him because he had behavioral issues, but we didn’t wanna blame him for every wrong thing that was going on thankfully, we caught him and actually caught him behind me playing with a knife that could’ve ended horribly I highly doubt he was gonna do anything to me. He was sitting down also, but I could see him in the reflection he was playing with a knife. This is why you don’t leave. knives around kids honestly an error on whoever left it there

My thing is a kid actively seeking out these items and making sure people are asleep, etc. so now they’re completely put up.

It was such a long time ago. I don’t know if he actively sat there because there was a knife on the kitchen table. I’ve also been wondering his reaction to doing the dishes because he’s been very intrigued to do that. I’m a little bit concerned a little bit scared if that’s just his reason to want to play with knives so I’m very curious about his reaction to him realizing that I won’t let him touch a single knife. This is some BS he might say. But I think he does just wanna help me so that he can get the iPad back. It’s been about probably a year. It isn’t going too well.

Since he called my mom fucking Diddy and a bitch and don’t touch me and a lot of stuff because he had a talk why he couldn’t be in a room alone with a little girl which we didn’t think he was gonna do anything wrong. We just didn’t like that we just want to speak to him and especially since the little girl started lying and this is why you can’t do that. She started lying because the very thought of her being explained what could happen or why exactly it’s wrong or it looks bad made her come up with stuff.

My room is across from their rooms, so I saw exactly what was going on. He was also keeping her away from her friend he could be attracted to her, not gonna lie I think he’s into thicker individuals, which is why we all have to hide our freaking stomachs because buddy gets a little bit weird or touches people in their sleep there’s a lot going on and I will endlessly love him regardless, but I have my breaking points you know and he hasn’t reached that yet.

I’m doing everything possible I’ve went into meetings. I’m going to be paid to watch him. I’m hopefully will be working at my siblings school and I’m completely happy and doing that because I actually do literally nothing so there’s something for me to do that. I feel happy about doing and maybe my brother will feel less stressed out that is autistic cousin is draining him also because he’s also a kid and he’s also getting older and he’s also tired.

There’s no need to be stressed. There’s no need to be concerned. I think the only issue is going on with my cousin is a delay. He can communicate his wants and needs his verbal. He has the IQ of a kindergarten. He is 10 years old. He’s a very black-and-white thinker. Everybody’s concerned that he could have other disorders that can’t be diagnosed yet. At the end of the day. He is a child.

And you know, obviously there needs to be services we are getting services is that the insurance they keep on taking it from him because I think someone’s already using his insurance which was his Aunti who passed away and was his main caregiver. We definitely do want him to get help. We also want him to get help so he isn’t flipping out at school. And has to be carried by three teachers because someone said who act out then you won’t be going to field day and he misheard them thinking there won’t be any field day and went crazy.

All I’m saying, I highly doubt there has been no parents that been concerned about their child’s behavior infatuation with Gore and horror and stuff like that. He has no phone. He has no iPad. He has no TV. He broke the TV so you know he was sneaking those things before he was living with us right he was into those things before he was living with us and my thing I just I wonder if there’s any parents who have had any similar situations cause I highly doubt there is no kids that have a special interest in the morbid things and hopefully we can find an alternative, but I don’t even like him looking at cartoon aggressive behavior because kids mimic that behavior.

It is really freaking hard and I try everything and I kind of did gave up because of my parents, disrespect and them hating my parenting methods because they weren’t as harsh or me standing up for my cousin so you know my punishment was taking in all of the work of a parent because apparently my parenting method is superior which it was cause it was kind of gentle parenting, but I didn’t like that. It was just disrespectful and rude and too much living said nowadays I happily do this, and the kids are older and my parents aren’t ever going to get along, but I mean as long as they’re providing in their ways for my siblings that is completely fine with me.

“I won’t dig a grave the body will smell bad and I’ll go to jail”😭 yeah buddy who even says that I’m sorry for our lose man I wish I could dig her up to I guess and my dreams swear they are still here so I like that.

I’ll tell him my dreams. Sorry I’m a joking retart but I really do care and I have no way to spend my time. It’s GETTING BETTER ITS JUST super slow day one from now is drastic

🔪🩸So did therapy and medicine help your kid you felt would have bad morbid future