Hi ! 20F,  I have a few questions regarding my birth chart and I just wanted some clarification on it.

\*\* if anyone reads placidus, the only difference is my sun falls in the 7h

1. Why do I not feel like my Aquarius Venus? I understand it’s in retrograde so I’m assuming it could be that, but the whole “friends before lovers” trope is something I never experienced, and I tend to fall in love at first slightly deep conversations with men that were background characters in my life for over a year. I’ve only ever been in 2 relationships and both ended horribly but it felt so deeply karmic and my mental health suffered greatly afterwards. I never understood the “detached” trope because I feel like I am quite the opposite.

2. What exactly is a mutual reception loop and how does it play between my 3h Leo saturn & 8h Capricorn sun?

3. Why does everyone in my life and even people online that read my chart tell me they think I’d be in the mental health field or that I should be in it? I thought about it when I was younger but I have a lot of my own issues and know that it’d be very draining to be in an environment like that, I don’t want to do that. I’m in school for merchandise with a minor in marketing and event planning. Considering my nn, is this a good thing to go through? I plan on going back and getting higher education in a few years after I graduate anyways.

4. I feel like I’d be such a cold and detached person if it wasn’t for my Scorpio moon and 7h Pluto.

5. My Mercury / planetary ruler is in 18°. How karmic is this truly and how does it play out? 

6. Is my chart a red flag? I know this sounds crazy but after some research I see most of my planets are in fall / detriment and my venus obviously has some special circumstances going on. Is there anything I can do to be a better person / things to keep in mind for the future?

[astro-seek.com] I have quite a few questions regarding my birth chart, if any astrologers would help, I’d greatly appreciate it!