want to edge but can’t get turned on enough :/

some people on here only care about their pleasure and it’s strange I could post I want someone to tell me about how’d they’d play out a certain fetish I have and they just completely go off script and talk about them :/ if you don’t like what turns me on leave me alone someone literally told me that what turned me on was underwhelming and cared more about themselves?? why message me then??? completely turned me off and now I’m frustrated because I wanted to be edging this whole time