18F and I’ve been craving real rules and control

I’ve always leaned submissive but lately the need has gotten stronger. I keep thinking about having a set of rules I have to follow, asking permission to touch myself, and being told exactly what to do.

The idea of someone deciding when I can cum and how I behave turns me on more than anything else right now. I want to feel owned in a real way, not just during sex.

Anyone else feel that need getting more intense the more they think about it?