does he(23M) has a like thing for me(20F)??!!

Soo we both in same college..i eventually liked him, took an oppurtunity to reply to his some useless story js to start the convo.. he is in diff course so his sem ended early and he left in march end.. eventually started out as friends,, things grew over texts in 3 months during sem break and met him july finall... inbetween these months we grew in phases started w like a flirty frienship to eventually a situationship now..so the problem is he has had a tragic past and is seemingly kinda scarec too get into a new one and i too have had a past.. i was into casuals until him and suprisingly looking for stability w him cause it lookspossible w him.. we as of now have been on movie dates.. dinners.. helped him shop.. hooked up too.. he being the elder one is def more emotionally mature.. (might sound like im braggin but i aint trust me) so since beginnin i've been a popular face in college and rumors around me and he is very lowk.. he supringisingly doesn't give a fuck bout that ad i love that honoestly.. i've been depressed in past and i deal w high anxiety and ADHD and he helps me w it too.. and dor past few weeks he's been hinting towards a relationship too.. and MAIN THING.. HE IS VERY ANTI SOCIAL AND GOES MUTE INBETWEEN.. this thing kinda like maybe scares me w the fact that he might leave but then evenrually its not me but like everyone around him.. more like he needs space and comes back.. so i'm scare iff this concerning and also IF HE LIKES ME CAUSE I FUCKIN DO.. also did i mention that its been more tha 6 months since i first sent him a text .. what do you all think?? DOES HE LIKE ME AND IS THIS PATTERN OF HIM DISAPPEARING CONCERNING SOMEWHERE????