Wow. I feel awful

I went into the game knowing nothing but being determined to free the commoners from the Lots. I worked with Sophia and made it my priority to help Gloria. And from this I literally got the worst ending. The family fell apart and the game told me how they all died including tommas who was torn limb by limb. I tried to stop Sophia and take over the rebellion but was 2 skill points off so instead became a mass murderer and basically destroyed the kingdom. Ouch. I just wanted to help everyone 😭. I feel like I made every wrong decision