hesitant on keeping this “FWB”alive 🫣

met this guy at a dispensary and we swapped numbers outside. cute tall twink that instantly caught my eye and he caught me staring. i randomly text him on a boring saturday so we could smoke and possibly get some food. he comes over to my place and we smoked a little too much(by this point he knows i have a gf). we both got insanely horny and we absolutely enjoyed eachother. i left so many loads inside him he completely drained me like never before. we go a good month without texting eachother (i started to feel guilt) and only just a few weeks ago he texts me, asking if i wanted to smoke. i couldn’t say no to smoke so obviously i had to have him come over. we smoked and just talked about everything, and i told him how i didn’t want to do anything because of the guilt. he comforted me as best as he can only for us to end up making out. nothing else happened but we have been texting and my guilt is slowly fading away as im now craving him more than anything and im trying to delay it but temptations keep winning 😩