Im so tired

M 24 gay fat worthless loser basically no friends no hobbies no hope no strength I just I just dont know how people do it wake up and be okay wake up day after day with the will power to make it better because i dont i never will all I have is a job the kinda dead end and family i kinda hate and no hobbies other than brain rotten and gooning plus im fat and ugly my dad hate me my moms a bitch my sister will probably follow after me idk i dont sleep well I uprooted my life to be closer to them because i was so depressed but then i remember oh i kinda hate all of them lol I just none of them really care abotlut me why should I care about them being sad if I dead in so tired I just dont wanna do any of this any more