34 straight male discovering love For anal play

So I was having fun with a girl I met on here and one day she said she wanted me to lick my finger and stick it up my ass, so I did. She made me go way further than I expected, and I thought it was gonna be the worst thing ever… But I freaking loved it. I came harder than I have in almost a year.

Is it weird? I really can’t tell. I mean it definitely is but..
Now I wanna experience and explore more but I don’t know much about it. Would love to find someone to learn more with. Or people just to tell me how to do this 🥲😈 so willing to learn. Weird but all of a sudden I feel like I want…a mommy