Hello. Any moms here who suffered with prenatal depression?

I am 16 weeks now and since finding out i am pregnant I have these feelings like all my life i wanted to be a mom and now it feels like i dont want it anymore, this came with the deepest depression i have ever had. I started zoloft, didnt work, now i am on prozac. I would really need to hear some positive stories from moms that are better now, if it s not too much to ask. Did you used medication? During pregnancy did you find a little bit of enthusiasm at least? Sorry for having so much questions, but i feel so lost and dont know whats happening with me. I was having baby fever since forever, i adored kids, played with them. I was obssesed to become a mother, i have all the support from my family, but everyone around me is more excited that i am.

Thank you!