how can i let go of my pelvic pain that I've been feeling for 3 years

Hi, I'm new to this community and just recently discovered David Hawkins. I've had sharp rectal pain for the past 3 years that started after a difficult time in my life where everything kept going wrong. Ever since then, I've struggled with this pain, went to countless different doctors but had no luck treating my health in the way that it needs. I don't understand how to sit with this pain when I've already done that for all these years, it keep coming back and aching in the same way. What am I not doing right? Would really like to hear some advice on this.