bakit gano’n? 🫩

i just got the same surge of loneliness that dawns on me every now and then. di ko alam kung bakit, but i feel so temporary, and i feel the same toward everyone too. kahit naman surrounded ako, for some reason, i feel so lonely. it’s not even that i am, it’s an abrupt feeling i get especially pag iniisip ko college.

i have a gf and a good amount of friends. pero somehow, sa paningin ko, parang mag ddrift lang din kami pagdating sa college. na parang temporary lang lahat kaya “hindi dapat”ako sobrang makiclose sakanila para hindi “maattach”🥲
jusko. ewan ko na 😂 this feeling creeps in every now and then talaga. i surely don’t want it to happen, pero anlala nung anticipatory anxiety ko. when i’m in the said state, it feels like temporary nga lang talaga ang lahat.