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I know you have made your decision and I’m trying to respect it. I wanted to be honest and I I miss the fantasy of the unfulfilled potential. No matter what I try, I can’t erase you from my mind. You made an impact on my life that made me change for the better. I liked your quirks and I’m honored you liked mine. I wish things were different and that we met at a time when I was more mature and settled. I was insecure and it lead to our down fall. I miss you a lot. I miss your voice. The laugh, the frown and your poise. I could go on and on but it is vain. It’s really is true, missing someone causes pain. I admire how independent, observant, and wise you were. I never appreciated but the way you took time before you came from an argument so you wouldn’t say anything you didn’t mean. You have moved on and I cant seem to accept it. I’m sorry I put pressure on you to change but in reality you are perfect just the way you are made. Thanks for picking me.

That being said,
I also understand that you deserve a happy and blessed life. I pray you find that. I know at this point in my life, I would never give you that life not that you needed me too. I know you will do great things and I’m honored that I got a chance to be in your life just as you were in mine.
I’m bitter that you are strong enough to continue no contact. I’m sad but I have to respect. You made your decision.
Good bye,
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