Wala nang ganap

Hi F here in her 20’s, my partner and I used to be so active before we had our child like almost everyday talaga but after we had a child sex is very rare for us like once or twice a month nalang☹️And to be honest hindi ko na alam gagawin ko were still in our 20’s so i still have this desire to be active in sec but what can i do if he’s too tired to do it with me. Don’t get me wrong sobrang bait nya na husband and father sa anak namin. Provider, Caring, helps me take care of our child and does household-chore wala talaga akong complain sa kanya about that aspects but sa bed talaga walang wala minsan napapa isip na ako na ganto naba talaga sexlife ko hanggang sa pagtanda ko wala na ba talaga, parang ang aga naman nag end😭. I tried communicating, i tried to initiate pero wala talaga he listens to me when i communicate and says he’s sorry he also doesn’t know daw why he isn’t interested sa sex and I’m also tired of initiating because i feel like it is something i have to beg for and I do all the work and he just lays there its like theres nothing new. I may be a mom now but i still wanna make love with him try new things with him, spice things up. That once or twice ganaps on us is because i initiated☹️Maybe if I don’t wala na talaga Im just sad i had to resort in satisfying my self and watching porn just to get by the feeling. Ewan ko hays☹️