Holy shit my NMom just sent me the most insane email ever

please help I’m losing it… the police had to intervene a while ago and she’s actively got an intervention order trial (restraining order) against her protecting me. I don’t know why she’s trying to act like a good parent when she has been the most disgusting and horrific person.

surely this is gross right? Gosh I really need some other perspectives because sometimes I feel like I’m in the wrong. I replied with ‘fuck off’.

Here’s parts of the email:

‘The other day, you told me that a lot of what you remember is unhappy. I heard that. I also hold many memories of us being close and happy, but I won’t use my memories to dismiss how you feel.

I know there are things I did over the years that I wish I had handled differently. Smashing your phone, hitting you, and losing my temper are things I would change if I could go back. I can’t change the past, but I can choose to do better from now on.

I’m not asking you to understand me right now, and I don’t expect you to reply. I just want you to know that I’m trying to learn how to love and support you in a way that feels more respectful to you. You are, and always will be, the most important person to me.

Love

Mom’