Pls help cuz im a super straight sorority girl in FL But likeee idk so help a girl out 😫

I might be lesbian but like idk so u don’t have to approve me if u don’t want. JIC it matters though even if I turn out to be straight I’ve never judged. And like yeah maybe lesbian porn is way more attractive to me but I can’t picture myself marrying anyone other than a man. On the other hand yeah maybe I can only picture myself marrying a man but lesbian fantasies, relationships, and ideals are just way more attractive to me. So I don’t fucking know if im gay or just want to be, and idfk if im ready to be so you can let me in or not. Im not sure, just confused. I’d like to find out, and if it turns out im not I still would love u guys and i can leave the group if u want me to xxx