Fucked it ALL up

Missed two days of work and I’m definitely getting fired. I’m out of booze now and the sweats are setting in. Family is aware that I’m drinking again so waiting for the inevitable confrontation. I just want to be left alone but I know they’re not going to let me. I guess I should be grateful I have people who still care. Feels like it’s all coming to a head and it’s either rehab or jail for me lol