decide how i stuff my holes while i sleep, quite drunk and high

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I want to get better at staying denied but I always fail when I try to edge, I cum almost everytime. Whenever I've been made anal only it made me soo wet and desperate, I think that's a good state to be in :) Control when I use toys, touch, how often I should train for you, help train my ass and remind me why I don't deserve the pleasure of edging or cumming. It's so frustrating and hot to be kept anal only knowing that I can't cum from it. I want to go at least a week but it's up to you <3 

im drunk and high and feeling so needy and aching to cum but i think itd be hotter to be forced to take the stimulation and tolerate it while unconscious. i always wake up so horny and needy if i sleep with toys

Due to some personal reasons I haven't done anal in about half a year, please go easy on me (or maybe don't) <3 Some ideas I've had for rules to follow is that I can only touch myself when my ass is plugged, and maybe I should aim for some amount of hours plugged per day or per week. Should I be allowed to tease or edge? I'd love to hear your suggestions!

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Kinks: edging/denial, orgasm control, tdick torture, chemical pain, stretching and training my holes, anal, painal, object insertion, cockwarming, bondage, discreet public play, sleep play, free use, cnc, hypno, intoxication/inebriation play, coercion, gaslighting, degradation/humiliation, pain and punishments

Limits: piss, scat (including atm), toilet, ageplay, permanent damage, blood, anything illegal, feminine terms/misgendering, no pics/videos, no involving unconsenting people. Chest/nippleplay, I've had top surgery so it doesn't do much for me. Please keep in mind I live with others!

Toys: 6" and 8" suction dildo, inflatable buttplug, anal beads, 3 buttplugs (s, m, l), medium slink (Length: 16.5", Max Circ 7.5"), clit pump, and any other household items

Lovense toys: Lush 3 (internal vibrator), Ridge (anal beads), Hush (large plug, Max Circ 7")