You never really answered my text.

I know you explicitly said you were holding back. I wanted you to tell me how much you missed me. I wanted you to reassure me you would change. I wanted you to tell me how much I meant to you. I wanted you to reassure me you'd try your best not to hurt me. I know it'll never be perfect. I just wanted consistent efforts to show your curiosity to understand me. My last message explained everything. I wanted you to just explain everything. I still love you, but at the same time I'm not waiting for you to realize. PS. I wanted to come to your game today.