I’ve had a terrible year

I’ve just had a really shit year. Starting Jan 1st. I was in my last semester of nursing school and found out I was pregnant (I promise this is not a joke, my due date was Sept 11th). Miscarried. Lost my grandpa who I had been living with and caring for for the last six years. Graduated on a wish and a prayer. Hosted his funeral while grieving a baby with little/no support (I have my boyfriend and my grandma, but she didn’t need to worry abt me.) I got COVID. My car broke down. I got a new job as a nurse, and started getting bullied right away. The other nurse tried to get me fired. My mom and dad are bad people and I can’t speak to them anymore. My brother who assaulted me when we were kids may be moving into the house I’m in. have a mole being biopsied for skin cancer as we speak.

I just really don’t know what else I can take right now. I’m really overwhelmed and tired.