trans guy, encourage me to get worse and control my holes while you do

im quite drunkh/high already but i live scrolling through this sub and seeing all the encouraging postss, its so hot meelting my mind into submission. tell me whether i should go smoke more or if i should i wear toys. id love to he encouraged to smoke/drink more

I want to get better at staying denied but I always fail when I try to edge, I cum almost everytime. Whenever I've been made anal only it made me soo wet and desperate, I think that's a good state to be in :) I want to go at least a week but it's up to you <3 

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Kinks: edging/denial, orgasm control, tdick torture, chemical pain, stretching and training my holes, anal, painal, object insertion, cockwarming, bondage, discreet public play, sleep play, free use, cnc, hypno, intoxication/inebriation play, coercion, gaslighting, degradation/humiliation, pain and punishments

Limits: piss, scat (including atm), toilet, ageplay, permanent damage, blood, anything illegal, feminine terms/misgendering, no pics/videos, no involving unconsenting people. Chest/nippleplay, I've had top surgery so it doesn't do much for me. Please keep in mind I live with others!

Toys: 6" and 8" suction dildo, inflatable buttplug, anal beads, 3 buttplugs (s, m, l), medium slink (Length: 16.5", Max Circ 7.5"), clit pump, and any other household items

Lovense toys: Lush 3 (internal vibrator), Ridge (anal beads), Hush (large plug, Max Circ 7")