I (29M) am slowly getting more and more into hotwifing (29F)

During covid, I found a cheating category through PH. I never really checked out this category before (maybe cause I hated the idea, but can’t remember specifically) and started getting turned on in a weird way. Like it was so taboo, which I guess it is.

Anyway, that turned into exploring it, which led me to husband watching wives or boyfriends watching their girlfriends get fucked by others. Sometimes wives/girlfriends watching their husbands get fucked by another woman.

Then I learnt about hotwifing and cuckolding. So I started exploring that through reddit. The first time someone messaged me saying they’d fuck her in front of me, I didn’t reply. It felt too real. But since then, I’ve spoken to a lot of guys on reddit about what they’d do to my wife.

Now, I’m actively talking to guys about what they’d do, how’d they do it, what they would say to me, what they would want me to buy her to wear. All of which is insanely hot, and I can’t help but fap to it over and over again. I’ve trained myself, or rather, other guys have, to like this kink.

6 years ago, this was no where near on my radar, and now I’m thinking about setting up something at a hotel. Something light to start off with, but it’s just crazy how I’ve wired myself now.

And she’s knows parts of it, and she likes those parts, like groping, hand job, someone eating her out, and more of that soft stuff. But I’ve never actually explicitly said, I want you to fuck someone while I watch. Not sure if I’m there yet still. And yes, she’s fit - we both workout and eat healthy. C cup tights and a nice plump ass.