I am in serious need of help.

I'm not trying to put my crisis on anyone's shoulders but this is the issue and I just want to know what I can do if anyone has any ideas I know there is a will there's a way but if anyone has any ideas in willing to do anything.This is embarrassing to have to resort to, and I know every help me situation looks and sounds the same as the last but I don't know how to be homeless and I don't want to be on the street. It's late already in the evening and I'm being thrown out told to leave already mad Ive been here for too long and Ive ran out of money and lost my job and have absolutely nobody to help me but myself and I've usually kept down a job or two but got involved in this relationship that has truly mind fucked me about anything AND everything. I'm perfect at the same time I'm trash. Food isn't something we get mad about because everyone gets hungry and later I'm greedy and selfish because I spent all of my stamps ...I feel like if I just go to sleep I can be somewhere else for a minute and exist in another world I where I used to fit in with and felt like I belonged. I really just need a little bit of help till the shelter here has open beds and it's the weekend and im broke and I'm doibg everything right again. I need some ideas. . Like I should be saving money I will have.. idkwtd can someone please help? Motel 6 is like 80 bucks a night America's best is about the same maybe a little cheaper .. ...I promise im not trying to hustle money out of people for freeloadings sake I just should know what to do .. the river here is scary at night homeless people get killed and looked badly on like they are no good and some are good...someone please help